Because You Believed, I Believed TooJune 10th, 2010 by Monique
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It’s been some time coming, but Girls Don’t Game is dead. I didn’t want to make this announcement so I delayed it for a long time. Honestly, part of me wanted to wait until I had a reincarnation–in this case, my new blog at Hellmode–before I did so I could end on a positive note.
Well the time has come. GDG has died, Hellmode has been born, and it’s been a wild ride. When I created GDG, it was my first attempt at an editorial blog. I said anything and everything. I told people why water levels sucked, why Left 4 Dead was going to be good, and why customization was such an important feature in this generation of games. Somehow people listened to me and the other girls I picked up along the way. Fellow bloggers, random strangers–generous benefactors listened, too. In the two years I ran GDG, I was interviewed for a couple of magazines, EA sent Suzie to their headquarters for free, and we got review copies of over a dozen games. For me, at twenty-years-old and new to the industry, this was a really big deal. It rocked my world.
Correction: you, whatever vestiges of readership is left, rocked my world. I have so much thanks for everyone who read this blog in the past and now. It was because you believed in us and our message that I believed, too.
I spent the past two and a half years working in the industry (partially thanks to this blog and the connections I formed), and I’ve learned a lot. Things happened, people changed. I’ve written a lot, I’ve changed a lot, and things just aren’t the same here. Somehow I can’t really look at GDG as a home anymore as such. It’ll always be in my heart, but it isn’t me; I no longer want to be identified by my gender in video gaming nor do I want to play off a name that puts a gender down anymore. Girls Don’t Game was my first experience in the industry, but not my last.
Hellmode.com is my new project, co-founded with a good friend of mine named Ian. You can find me there as Ashelia. It’ll be just as good writing and video gaming, though possibly not as catchy as GDG sounded abbreviated. At any rate, this is me signing off and closing this chapter of my life. I will probably keep the content around for all eternity, and may even re-establish this name as my personal blog someday, but that day is quite some time off. I am very busy.
Hope to see you at Hellmode, and stay in touch regardless,
Monique



